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  • Writer's pictureMarc Nolan

The vanishing


It feels quite strange to say that my life is already over


It's not possible to make any type of imprint in this dream


And what else, we'll now all the flavor of the dream as diluted


So much, everything feels pretty meaningless


It's not bad though, it doesn't feel bad there's no real enjoyment or


Flavor in anything anymore


There's not much energy here to move much, be productive, express


And all of that feels fine, it's fine if it doesn't go this character's way


They are preferences but they are quite light, not serious


What is apparently happening appears much thinner, like there's


Nothing to hold on to, nothing to keep, nothing to make sense of


When the sense of self is there, it's not really there but anyway


It appears like the dream is interesting, something is important


Something as a meaning and when the sense of self apparently


Falls away, the dream is seen to be worthlessness


It's not a bad worthlessness, it's just whatever is happening or not


Happening, there's no one to claim it or to understand it


There's no A B C D E F G


I mean there's not a rhythm or order to anything


You can't make sense of anything and there's not even an


Interest, no attempts of trying to understand with what's arising


How can everything be so empty


It already was tho


And it's completely fine


If I was asked, do you wanna stay here longer or just to completely


Disappear right now


The response here would be quite neutral, they wouldn't be much effort


In picking either side


I'd probably shrugg my shoulders and reply with I don't really mind


It's pretty much the same anyway


You wouldn't even notice the disappearance of the body


The vanishing of the self










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