This is it

The sense of me Is

The sense of lack, I'm lacking

The sense of I'm confused, there's a dilemma

The sense of I've done something wrong

I'm not good enough

I must improve, improvement must be made

When really, there's just this

There is no one who is lacking

Or making improvements

If apparent improvement is arising

Then that's what's just arising

No one is doing that

But right now, there's just this